For some reason I couldn't really connect with what PC was saying. I mean, I get it. But I'm tired. And I feel selfish and guilty for being tired. I'm so aware of my sin that it makes me sick. And I battle it and find victory. And I understand giving up everything. But I don't know what I am not giving up. What am I still holding onto? What else can I do? I've been sacrificing and .. I mean.. How do we do this without any breaks?
My health is nuts and I want to just get healed already.
I'm excited and scared about moving back to Bama.
I'm frustrated with God and my faith is dwindling. I know He is the same and never changes, so I know the problems are because of me. And He can renew me each day. But each day it gets harder and harder to get out of bed.
I miss being completely in love with Him. I feel very dry and alone.
other than all that.
my house is a mess. i have way too much stuff here.
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