1 Peter 4:16
However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name.
Basically, I just typed out this huge thing about one of my biggest pet peeves. People saying that they are a follower/believer/lover of Jesus, but do not claim to be a Christian. And I went on a big tangent and remembered this verse. This verse is in the very same Bible you claim to be living by. So why don't we live by it and cut out the pride? Who are you trying to not offend anyways? I might be wrong in my accusations.. but if you don't want to be called a Christian, please let me know why. And if it's because you don't like the church and what it has done..THE CHURCH IS THE BRIDE OF CHRIST and I'm pretty sure He will not stand for us to call her names and talk trash about her. Now, I'm not married...but if I ever do I believe my husband would not be pleased if someone was going around saying that I'm a liar and that I'm a theif. Now, I might be those things...but the amazing part is that we all are. And it is only by His grace that I've been redeemed. So it is only by GRACE that the church (aka HIS BRIDE) has been and is being redeemed.
And if your reasoning is because you don't want to be "offensive" then you should really seek the Lord and find out what name He wants you to bear and what it means to "count the cost"....and read these scriptures.
Matthew 5:10
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Matthew 5:11
"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.
Matthew 5:12
Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
John 15:20
Remember the words I spoke to you: 'No servant is greater than his master.' If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also.
2 Timothy 3:12
In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted,
Don't take my word for it... as I said before. SEEK THE LORD and READ YOUR WORD.
If I am wrong, please correct me. I would love to find out that I am wrong and I actually shouldn't be persecuted. Honestly, we don't even know persecution. And saying you are a Christian in this country doesn't mean anything. It is the preaching of the Gospel and not being ashamed of the very thing that will save your soul that will get you made fun of..... I mean persecuted. They might even call you names. They might call you a Christian, which is apparently the worst of them all. I'd rather be called every name in the book by a man than be called a coward by God...what about you?
-pr
P.S. When I stated above that we are all liars and thieves I meant it. But I also believe strongly in accountability and seeking after righteousness. I do not think it is right or okay to do those things, by any means.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
ALASKA
I'll admit that I'm a little sad to be home. I loved Alaska. I'd move there in a heartbeat. I uploaded some of the best pictures onto Flickr for everyones enjoyment.
We went to Glacier Bay National Park, Juneau, Sitka, Ketchikan, & Victoria (BC).
My Alaska pictures on Flickr.
We went to Glacier Bay National Park, Juneau, Sitka, Ketchikan, & Victoria (BC).
My Alaska pictures on Flickr.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
no title..can't think of one.
I think I am about to loose it. If anyone knows my "about to freak out" face I am probably wearing it a lot these days.
I feel like I can't do anything right. Like I'm always dropping the ball. I don't know what my problem is. I just don't want anyone to ask me to do anything for a while.
I feel like I can't do anything right. Like I'm always dropping the ball. I don't know what my problem is. I just don't want anyone to ask me to do anything for a while.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
What am I, three?
Whenever I brush my teeth after I've gotten dressed I ALWAYS get toothpaste on me. But not just like a drop. Like the entire thing comes flying off my toothbrush and hits my shirt. I don't know what my problem is with that.
This is my last week of watching the girls. I'll miss it, but I'll get to sleep in a little longer.
Today I start making the power point slides for the church. I haven't made slides in FOREVER so hopefully I won't get fired on my first day.
I really wanted to update with something of substance, but I have nothing and Dagger is whining to go outside.
This is my last week of watching the girls. I'll miss it, but I'll get to sleep in a little longer.
Today I start making the power point slides for the church. I haven't made slides in FOREVER so hopefully I won't get fired on my first day.
I really wanted to update with something of substance, but I have nothing and Dagger is whining to go outside.
Friday, March 7, 2008
I fell down, AGAIN
I slipped on the ice yesterday and busted my butt. One of the girls I watch said "You don't ice skate very well"
No, I sure don't.
So now my hip hurts. It hurts to stand or sit or lay down. Daaaang. I can't see a bruise.... but it definately hurts when I touch it. It makes me leg go numb if I don't move it for a while. But of course moving it makes it hurt.
There is still snow all over my car. It won't come off! And it sounds like it's raining because everything is melting.
I need to start cleaning my apartment today. I need to clean it before I leave for ten days. But at least my bug infestation is gone.
I only watch the girls for 3 more days. Mon, Thurs, Fri and then I'm done. It has flown by so fast.
I was getting some blood drawn the other day and the lady had no idea what she was doing. I have a HUGE bruise on my hand and it still hurts. She was like "wiggling" it in my vein because the blood was being slow. And then she stopped the tube and it jerked the needle. I just looked at her with tears in my eyes and she didn't even look at me. She was probably the worst lab tech I've ever experienced. But hey, at least I don't have to pay for my doctor visits anymore. Not even a co-pay. GO MEDICARE! It's actually decent insurance. Prescriptions are crazy high. But I don't have to pay for anything else.
No, I sure don't.
So now my hip hurts. It hurts to stand or sit or lay down. Daaaang. I can't see a bruise.... but it definately hurts when I touch it. It makes me leg go numb if I don't move it for a while. But of course moving it makes it hurt.
There is still snow all over my car. It won't come off! And it sounds like it's raining because everything is melting.
I need to start cleaning my apartment today. I need to clean it before I leave for ten days. But at least my bug infestation is gone.
I only watch the girls for 3 more days. Mon, Thurs, Fri and then I'm done. It has flown by so fast.
I was getting some blood drawn the other day and the lady had no idea what she was doing. I have a HUGE bruise on my hand and it still hurts. She was like "wiggling" it in my vein because the blood was being slow. And then she stopped the tube and it jerked the needle. I just looked at her with tears in my eyes and she didn't even look at me. She was probably the worst lab tech I've ever experienced. But hey, at least I don't have to pay for my doctor visits anymore. Not even a co-pay. GO MEDICARE! It's actually decent insurance. Prescriptions are crazy high. But I don't have to pay for anything else.
Monday, March 3, 2008
dang rachel
so its freaking SNOWING OUTSIDE!! IN TEXAS! just a few days ago i was wearing shants (ya know, short pants) and t shirts. this is insane. and it's supposed to warm up again soon. i like the snow, but i don't like having a dog that takes fifteen minutes to poop in the snow.
1.)Do you like blue cheese? oh heck no
2.)Have you ever smoked heroin? negative.
3.)Do you own a gun? not yet. :)
4.)What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? cherry and limeaid.
5.)Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yes. i have one at nine tomorrow. i'm scared.. for sure.
6.)What do you think of hot dogs? i like them most of the time. we had them at my birthday party and they were the BIGGEST ones i've ever had.
7.)Favorite Christmas movie? its a mix. home for the holidays is a good one. and white christmas.
8.)What do you prefer to drink in the morning? tea
9.)Can you do push ups? yeah. but not like.. in a row. i can push myself off the floor, but if i go back down it might be bad.
10.)What's your favorite piece of jewelry? plugs. not sure which are my favorite. maybe my anchor ones?
11.)Favorite hobby? laughing.
12.)Do you have A.D.D.? No.
13.) What's one trait you hate about yourself? um. not really sure.
14.)Middle name? Louise
15.)Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment… i like my middle name. i can't feel my fingers.. and now my ears hurt.
Name 3 things you bought yesterday: tea. food. tuition for notu.
17.)Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? tea. tea. tea.
18.)Current worry? i can't feel my feet either.
19.)Current hate right now? my apartment.
20.)Favorite place to be? the secret place.
21.)How did you bring in the New Year? at my sisters 10th anniversary party.
22.)Where would you like to go? to the beach.
23.)Name three people who will complete this? all the nkotb boys.
24.)Do you own slippers? yes. but i never wear them. i need to!
25.)What shirt are you wearing? my dbc kingdom bound green shirt. i only wear dbc shirts. surprise!
26.) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? that just seems weird.
27.)Can you whistle? yes and sometimes on accident like the beaver.
28.)Favorite colors? red and green.
29.)Would you be a pirate? i don't like to rape or loot or kill. so no.
30.)What songs do you sing in the shower? prophetic worship songs. hahaha God looooves it.
31.)Favorite girl's name? obelia dire or victory (but my dang pastor took it! i'm really not upset about it, but it would just be weird for me to actually name a kid that now)
32.)Favorite boy's name? jeremiah avail
33.) What's in your pocket right now? no pockets. i'm in my underwear.
34.)What's something that made you laugh today? the girls. we laugh a lot.
35.)Best bed sheets as a child? i don't remember.
36.)Worst injury you've ever had? not sure. i have not had many injuries. maybe the screw in my foot (shut up, rachel)
37.)Do you love where you live? yes. absolutely. i'd live here forever if i could! well, not this apartment.
38.)How many TVs do you have in your house? 1
39.)Who is your loudest friend? mikrazy. or crameo. haha
40.)How many dogs do you have? one fabulous dog!
41.)Does someone have a crush on you? probably haha
42.)What is your favorite book? the Bible. so cheesy, but it's true. favorite one in there? maybe jeremiah or lamentations. or psalms.
43.)What is your favorite candy bar? not a fan.
44) Favorite Sports Team? none
45.)What song do you want played at your funeral? "you are my joy" by david crowder band.
46.)What were you doing 12 AM last night? oh dang i was ASLEEP
47.) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? dang i can't go get my tests done right now. maybe tomorrow.
1.)Do you like blue cheese? oh heck no
2.)Have you ever smoked heroin? negative.
3.)Do you own a gun? not yet. :)
4.)What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? cherry and limeaid.
5.)Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yes. i have one at nine tomorrow. i'm scared.. for sure.
6.)What do you think of hot dogs? i like them most of the time. we had them at my birthday party and they were the BIGGEST ones i've ever had.
7.)Favorite Christmas movie? its a mix. home for the holidays is a good one. and white christmas.
8.)What do you prefer to drink in the morning? tea
9.)Can you do push ups? yeah. but not like.. in a row. i can push myself off the floor, but if i go back down it might be bad.
10.)What's your favorite piece of jewelry? plugs. not sure which are my favorite. maybe my anchor ones?
11.)Favorite hobby? laughing.
12.)Do you have A.D.D.? No.
13.) What's one trait you hate about yourself? um. not really sure.
14.)Middle name? Louise
15.)Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment… i like my middle name. i can't feel my fingers.. and now my ears hurt.
Name 3 things you bought yesterday: tea. food. tuition for notu.
17.)Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? tea. tea. tea.
18.)Current worry? i can't feel my feet either.
19.)Current hate right now? my apartment.
20.)Favorite place to be? the secret place.
21.)How did you bring in the New Year? at my sisters 10th anniversary party.
22.)Where would you like to go? to the beach.
23.)Name three people who will complete this? all the nkotb boys.
24.)Do you own slippers? yes. but i never wear them. i need to!
25.)What shirt are you wearing? my dbc kingdom bound green shirt. i only wear dbc shirts. surprise!
26.) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? that just seems weird.
27.)Can you whistle? yes and sometimes on accident like the beaver.
28.)Favorite colors? red and green.
29.)Would you be a pirate? i don't like to rape or loot or kill. so no.
30.)What songs do you sing in the shower? prophetic worship songs. hahaha God looooves it.
31.)Favorite girl's name? obelia dire or victory (but my dang pastor took it! i'm really not upset about it, but it would just be weird for me to actually name a kid that now)
32.)Favorite boy's name? jeremiah avail
33.) What's in your pocket right now? no pockets. i'm in my underwear.
34.)What's something that made you laugh today? the girls. we laugh a lot.
35.)Best bed sheets as a child? i don't remember.
36.)Worst injury you've ever had? not sure. i have not had many injuries. maybe the screw in my foot (shut up, rachel)
37.)Do you love where you live? yes. absolutely. i'd live here forever if i could! well, not this apartment.
38.)How many TVs do you have in your house? 1
39.)Who is your loudest friend? mikrazy. or crameo. haha
40.)How many dogs do you have? one fabulous dog!
41.)Does someone have a crush on you? probably haha
42.)What is your favorite book? the Bible. so cheesy, but it's true. favorite one in there? maybe jeremiah or lamentations. or psalms.
43.)What is your favorite candy bar? not a fan.
44) Favorite Sports Team? none
45.)What song do you want played at your funeral? "you are my joy" by david crowder band.
46.)What were you doing 12 AM last night? oh dang i was ASLEEP
47.) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? dang i can't go get my tests done right now. maybe tomorrow.
Friday, February 29, 2008
I've been tagged
HERE'S HOW YOU PLAY. ONCE YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO WRITE A BLOG OF TEN WEIRD, RANDOM THINGS, FACTS OR HABITS ABOUT YOURSELF. AT THE END, YOU CHOOSE TEN PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED, LISTING THEIR NAMES AND WHY YOU CHOSE THEM TO BE TAGGED. DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE THEM A COMMENT "YOU'RE IT" AND TO READ YOUR BLOG. YOU CAN'T TAG THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU. SINCE YOU CAN'T TAG THAT PERSON BACK, LET HIM OR HER KNOW WHEN YOU'VE POSTED YOUR BLOG SO HE OR SHE CAN READ YOUR ANSWERS.
I'm not tagging anyone because very few people read this and those that do already did it.
1. i LOOOOVE working out.
2. I'm a sucker for soap opera's
3. I'm convinced everyone has hated me at one point.
4. I keep money in my bra (that was for Lynn, haha.) But I always get it out before going into a store, because that's embarrassing.
5. I love doing laundry. I would eat laundry soap or bathe in it if I could.
6. I drink more than anyone I know (tea that is.. I don't drink)
7. I am loud and obnoxious, but very few people see me like that.
8. I have a thing for horses. I think they are amazing creatures.
9. I love leopard and zebra print.
10. I talk about God more than people would like. It's almost all I talk about.
I'm not tagging anyone because very few people read this and those that do already did it.
1. i LOOOOVE working out.
2. I'm a sucker for soap opera's
3. I'm convinced everyone has hated me at one point.
4. I keep money in my bra (that was for Lynn, haha.) But I always get it out before going into a store, because that's embarrassing.
5. I love doing laundry. I would eat laundry soap or bathe in it if I could.
6. I drink more than anyone I know (tea that is.. I don't drink)
7. I am loud and obnoxious, but very few people see me like that.
8. I have a thing for horses. I think they are amazing creatures.
9. I love leopard and zebra print.
10. I talk about God more than people would like. It's almost all I talk about.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
First day on the new job
I'm about to head out for my first "official" day watching the girls. We had fun the other day. Granted, it was only for a few hours and not the whole day. But I'm sure we will have fun all day today! They are only about a year apart, but they are SO different. One of them is very sassy and the other one is... kinda tough. They are both soo cute, though.
The medicine for my heartburn seems to be working. I didn't have any problems last night. Although I was scared to go to sleep. Hopefully this will be the answer for all my sleepless nights and mornings in the ER. It's kind of sad that I've been to the ER three times for heartburn. I wouldn't have gone unless I thought I was dying. Dramatic.
I don't think I have much else to update on. My life is lame and mundane. I like it :)
The medicine for my heartburn seems to be working. I didn't have any problems last night. Although I was scared to go to sleep. Hopefully this will be the answer for all my sleepless nights and mornings in the ER. It's kind of sad that I've been to the ER three times for heartburn. I wouldn't have gone unless I thought I was dying. Dramatic.
I don't think I have much else to update on. My life is lame and mundane. I like it :)
Sunday, February 10, 2008
I have the best friends ever!
So tonight we had my birthday party (yes. a few weeks late... but we were all fasting and then we had to catch up on ALL the January birthdays). We did a 50's theme and totally busted our butts to get Emily's house ready for it. It was so much fun. There was a bubble blowing contest - won by Andrew. And a hoola hoop contest - won by Will, Nikki, and Jenny. We had good, simple food. After the party died down a bit the "hens" just sat around the talked. It was so fun. I love that these people took time out of their Saturday to celebrate MY LIFE! It just doesn't make sense to me sometimes. I'm just amazed at the awesomeness of my friends. I got so many great gifts! I wasn't expecting ANY of them!! I got an Ulta gift card, a handmade cup rag with cherries on it, a wallet, soap, oil infused sticks, a pedicure set, red lip gloss, red fingernail polish, a FREAKING MICROPHONE!, cereal, and more. Seriously, the best! I am going to be so sad to move back to Alabama! My heart is very torn about it. I love everyone here so much.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
What month were you born in?
THIS ONE. IN ONE DAY
Where do you live?
hurst, texas
…Describe Your…
Wallet:
it has cherries.
Dream car:
honda odyssey
Toothbrush:
its green.
Jewelry worn daily:
snakebites. tongue ring. nose ring. plugs. string on neck.
Pillow Case:
well, i always have two cases on. i'm not sure why. but one is red and the top is green.
Eyes:
blue
Room:
its WHITE. ugh it sucks. but. its very plain
Love life:
i'm in love with Jesus and that is all that matters.
Cologne/Perfume:
maybe baby if anything.
Cd in stereo:
dolly parton. hehe
Piercings:
snake bites. nose ring. tongue ring. ears at an inch. etc.
Wearing:
black pants. 5th commandment shirt. grey hoodie.
Wanting:
food.
What does your headline mean:
i have no idea what it is.
Last thing you ate:
about to eat some chicken helper.
Something you are afraid of:
the color yellow.
do you like candles:
yes
Do you like the taste of blood:
yes. i like the metalic taste. but i'd never like.. seek it out.
Do you believe in love:
yes
do you believe in soul mates:
yes
Do you like seafood:
nooooo
Do you remember your dreams:
yes. most of the time.
Do you consider yourself a study freak
when it comes to the Bible, yes.
What’s your favorite thing to do in the place where you live?
sleep.
Do you like tattoos:
no. i think they are so ugly.
Do you burn easily in the sun:
yes
Do you speak another language other than English:
no.
What’s something you wish you could understand better:
the trinity.
Are you shy around a crush?
i don't have a crush. but no. i'm not ever shy.
What book would you recommend to anyone?
the Bible. i'm predictable, i know.
Last show you watched an entire episode of?
frasier.
Last movie you watched at home
broken.
Got any plans for the weekend
going to austin to CELEBRATE (march against) the 35th anniversary of roe v. wade.
Do you miss anyone?
yes. my family.
Last incoming call on your cell phone?
um. emily?
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer
a picture.
What’s your favorite restaurant?
um. mellow mushroom.
Last time you swam in a pool?
hmm. not sure. sometime last summer.
What was the last thing you bought
lets see. . . some stuff at target. a birthday card. some gum. and some thank you notes.
A secret about you?
i don't have secrets!
Ever made a prank phone call
yes. haha.
Where did Waldo go?
to hell
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem
yes
What did your last text message say
"you have received a new profile comment!"
outgoing:
"hey. are you still gonna watch dagger on saturday..........." it went on.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant
every day. i'm beautiful. duh.
Have you ever written poetry
yes
Have you ever won a trophy?
no. i won a metal for piano when i was little.
Are you a good cook
no
Do you know how to pump your own gas
um. yes? thats stupid.
Think fast, who do you hate right now
no one! wooha
first thing that popped into my head.
i thought you said "pooped" and so.. thats what popped into my head. the thought of something pooping in my head
Who was the last person you visited in the hospital
um. karyl.
What do you think about most
JEEEEEESUS.
the one person you wanna be with right now
Jesus. sorry i'm lame.
THIS ONE. IN ONE DAY
Where do you live?
hurst, texas
…Describe Your…
Wallet:
it has cherries.
Dream car:
honda odyssey
Toothbrush:
its green.
Jewelry worn daily:
snakebites. tongue ring. nose ring. plugs. string on neck.
Pillow Case:
well, i always have two cases on. i'm not sure why. but one is red and the top is green.
Eyes:
blue
Room:
its WHITE. ugh it sucks. but. its very plain
Love life:
i'm in love with Jesus and that is all that matters.
Cologne/Perfume:
maybe baby if anything.
Cd in stereo:
dolly parton. hehe
Piercings:
snake bites. nose ring. tongue ring. ears at an inch. etc.
Wearing:
black pants. 5th commandment shirt. grey hoodie.
Wanting:
food.
What does your headline mean:
i have no idea what it is.
Last thing you ate:
about to eat some chicken helper.
Something you are afraid of:
the color yellow.
do you like candles:
yes
Do you like the taste of blood:
yes. i like the metalic taste. but i'd never like.. seek it out.
Do you believe in love:
yes
do you believe in soul mates:
yes
Do you like seafood:
nooooo
Do you remember your dreams:
yes. most of the time.
Do you consider yourself a study freak
when it comes to the Bible, yes.
What’s your favorite thing to do in the place where you live?
sleep.
Do you like tattoos:
no. i think they are so ugly.
Do you burn easily in the sun:
yes
Do you speak another language other than English:
no.
What’s something you wish you could understand better:
the trinity.
Are you shy around a crush?
i don't have a crush. but no. i'm not ever shy.
What book would you recommend to anyone?
the Bible. i'm predictable, i know.
Last show you watched an entire episode of?
frasier.
Last movie you watched at home
broken.
Got any plans for the weekend
going to austin to CELEBRATE (march against) the 35th anniversary of roe v. wade.
Do you miss anyone?
yes. my family.
Last incoming call on your cell phone?
um. emily?
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer
a picture.
What’s your favorite restaurant?
um. mellow mushroom.
Last time you swam in a pool?
hmm. not sure. sometime last summer.
What was the last thing you bought
lets see. . . some stuff at target. a birthday card. some gum. and some thank you notes.
A secret about you?
i don't have secrets!
Ever made a prank phone call
yes. haha.
Where did Waldo go?
to hell
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem
yes
What did your last text message say
"you have received a new profile comment!"
outgoing:
"hey. are you still gonna watch dagger on saturday..........." it went on.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant
every day. i'm beautiful. duh.
Have you ever written poetry
yes
Have you ever won a trophy?
no. i won a metal for piano when i was little.
Are you a good cook
no
Do you know how to pump your own gas
um. yes? thats stupid.
Think fast, who do you hate right now
no one! wooha
first thing that popped into my head.
i thought you said "pooped" and so.. thats what popped into my head. the thought of something pooping in my head
Who was the last person you visited in the hospital
um. karyl.
What do you think about most
JEEEEEESUS.
the one person you wanna be with right now
Jesus. sorry i'm lame.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
not an exciting update
So I figured I'd update this with some actual news from my life. Since I don't update it with much else.
My birthday is in like.. 8 days? That's weird. I'll be 22. I never thought this would be my life at 22. Very strange. I'm not excited about getting older. I still think I'm 18 most of the time. But I am going shooting for my birthday. And then I'm having a party on Feb 9th (yes, my OWN party! i won't have to share it with anyone!) It will be a 50's themed party at Emily's house. So dress up and be ready for some fun games!
I'm on my 17th day of fasting (and my 7th day of liquids only). I do okay with it most of the time. But when I'm in a hurry or really hungry I get upset cause it'd be so easy to just grab something instead of cooking soup or making a smoothie. But other than that, I'm doing okay with it. I have a 5PM prayer slot at the church, so I've been going to that everyday and then we have corporate prayer at 7. Just for the month of January. It's been really good.
I'm having strange allergies right now. They started in the middle of the night last night. My eyes were all puffy and I've been coughing ever since. I'm not really sure what I could be allergic to. Maybe I need to bathe my dog or something.
It looks like October will be the month I move back to Alabama. I have mixed feelings. I really love Hurst. It's small and familiar. I'm less than 2 miles from the church and everything is so close by. I never need to leave the city - but I do, obviously. I'm going to miss everyone here so bad. It seems like I've been here my whole life. But I also miss my family really bad. I always wonder how things will be when I get back. Not just with my family, but with everything. Adapting back into Birmingham will be strange, for sure.
what else....what else
I am determined to get my house in order. It's a mess! I have no motivation to do anything. I'll do it half way and give up. I just have way too much stuff.
I'm losing weight with the fast, so that's cool. I'd like to keep it off - but I'd also like to down about 10 pizza's right now. And my hair is getting long. Long and blonde. Hopefully I can stick with it and grow it out. Last time I didn't get this far before I shaved it back into a mohawk and dyed it red (which was a bad idea).
I got new tattoo on my forearm. It's big and unfinished.
Yes, the picture is upside down. It says "Faithful" at the top and "Revelation 2:10" at the bottom. Faithful because my name means faithful, but also because Revelation 2:10 says "If you are faithful, even to the point of death, I will give you the crown of life." It's in an odd spot on my arm, so it was hard to take a picture.
I really can't think of anything else to write about...except that Zoe will be NINE this month. It's insane. I can't really comprehend it. It doesn't seem like it was 9 years ago that I was being splashed with amniotic fluid and umbilical blood. It was a very beautiful, and very bloody, mess. Best day of my life so far. Of course, the doctor did say he has never seen more shades of white (I suppose I get a little queezy at the site of blood and the thought of THAT coming out of THERE).
So, now that I have grossed everyone out (seems to be popular in our family) - I'm heading to bed.
My birthday is in like.. 8 days? That's weird. I'll be 22. I never thought this would be my life at 22. Very strange. I'm not excited about getting older. I still think I'm 18 most of the time. But I am going shooting for my birthday. And then I'm having a party on Feb 9th (yes, my OWN party! i won't have to share it with anyone!) It will be a 50's themed party at Emily's house. So dress up and be ready for some fun games!
I'm on my 17th day of fasting (and my 7th day of liquids only). I do okay with it most of the time. But when I'm in a hurry or really hungry I get upset cause it'd be so easy to just grab something instead of cooking soup or making a smoothie. But other than that, I'm doing okay with it. I have a 5PM prayer slot at the church, so I've been going to that everyday and then we have corporate prayer at 7. Just for the month of January. It's been really good.
I'm having strange allergies right now. They started in the middle of the night last night. My eyes were all puffy and I've been coughing ever since. I'm not really sure what I could be allergic to. Maybe I need to bathe my dog or something.
It looks like October will be the month I move back to Alabama. I have mixed feelings. I really love Hurst. It's small and familiar. I'm less than 2 miles from the church and everything is so close by. I never need to leave the city - but I do, obviously. I'm going to miss everyone here so bad. It seems like I've been here my whole life. But I also miss my family really bad. I always wonder how things will be when I get back. Not just with my family, but with everything. Adapting back into Birmingham will be strange, for sure.
what else....what else
I am determined to get my house in order. It's a mess! I have no motivation to do anything. I'll do it half way and give up. I just have way too much stuff.
I'm losing weight with the fast, so that's cool. I'd like to keep it off - but I'd also like to down about 10 pizza's right now. And my hair is getting long. Long and blonde. Hopefully I can stick with it and grow it out. Last time I didn't get this far before I shaved it back into a mohawk and dyed it red (which was a bad idea).
I got new tattoo on my forearm. It's big and unfinished.
Yes, the picture is upside down. It says "Faithful" at the top and "Revelation 2:10" at the bottom. Faithful because my name means faithful, but also because Revelation 2:10 says "If you are faithful, even to the point of death, I will give you the crown of life." It's in an odd spot on my arm, so it was hard to take a picture.
I really can't think of anything else to write about...except that Zoe will be NINE this month. It's insane. I can't really comprehend it. It doesn't seem like it was 9 years ago that I was being splashed with amniotic fluid and umbilical blood. It was a very beautiful, and very bloody, mess. Best day of my life so far. Of course, the doctor did say he has never seen more shades of white (I suppose I get a little queezy at the site of blood and the thought of THAT coming out of THERE).
So, now that I have grossed everyone out (seems to be popular in our family) - I'm heading to bed.
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